IT'S JUST ANOTHER DAY WITHOUT YOU.

I was wondering this few days,that you told me that you and him were together now.Was it a lie from you to push me away or was it really true?You are so fucking great at lying.

Went home in the morning,bathe and then went out again.Emo-ed throughout the whole day still.I still cant get back the fun,joy and laughter out of me.Everything,everywhere were memories of us being together.TPY,SOMERSET,PLAZA SING,BISHAN AND BRADDELL were places where our sweet and fun memories lies.We spent so much effort in our relationship and left behind happy and unhappy memories of us together and now just because of one word from you,you want to throw everything behind.Just that one word "FORGET" and you want to leave me all alone.For me yes im waiting for you just like last time.Must i really get to hospital then you will really give a damn about me?If yes i would not mind admitting into hospital in a critical condition so that you will come and visit me.For love i can forsake anything.You said you want to concentrate on your studies and dont want to go into relationship and now you told me you are in a relationship with JAVIER.In your blog,people asked if you are in relationship with him you answered no.So what is the truth actually?

I am totally sick of crying,
Tired of trying.
Yeah i am smiling but
inside i am dying

You told me you loved me!
Why did you leave me all alone?

My life is so empty without you.

You came
Into my life
Only to
Teach me
How to
LIVE
ALONE...

When I close
my Eyes
I see YOU
When i Open
my Eyes
I MISS YOU

I MISS YOU
SO MUCH
& I CAN'T DO
ANYTHING ABOUT
IT...

I WOULD
WALK A
MILLION
MILES JUST
JUST TO BE
WITH YOU

I WAN
NOTHING
BUT YOU
IN MY LIFE

MY HEART
IS DEAD
NOW.

YOU WILL
NEVER
KNOW HOW
MUCH I
LOVE YOU

I KEEP
WAITING FOR
YOU BUT
YOU NEVER
COME...

I HATE EVERYTHING
ABOUT YOU NOW.
WHY DO I
STILL LOVE YOU?

I JUST WANT YOU BACK IN MY LIFE NOW...LOVES NICOLE SIM AND STOP LYING PLEASE CAUSE ALL THE LIES...
IT JUST HURTS SO MUCH THAN EVER BEFORE.

♥ bleeding it all out ♥

A lost heart and a lost soul i had.Truths and lies unforgiven,ending it just like that.I believed forever love and i persisted.You said that you believed it if i believed it but it was just all lies from you again and again for months,weeks and days.Although now i had lost total trust of you and disappointed at your actions but i believed that you are not like this.

Tears were not existed in my life since 1year ago till now it still does not exist in my life.Everytime i needed you,i was pushed aside and telling me that you were busy and so on.When you were down,i was right here for you by your side.Comforting you.

Its been so long ever since i cried.I wanted to cry so much but it was so hard.I tried so many time to cry so as to let my feelings out but tears just would not come out.Not a single drop.Thus,hiding everything to myself,hiding it inside me.

I asked myself,"Am i too kind?People are climbing above my head!I should be a little bit cruel and heartless!"

I should lived the life i had lived 1year ago when "you" left me.For what i cherish my life for when i cherished you i still lost "you".Being emo and anti-social would be better.Have loads of cuts on my wrist all this things i will live it.

Could not cry out,
So i used blood
To replace tears
When i bleed,
Its equivalent to tears.
Which means that
I cry using blood.

Carrying a smile on my face but hurts in the heart
Sadness in my heart but unable to show out
Lots of things who could guess
The pain i had no one could understand

♥ bleeding it all out ♥

ALL ARE WELCOME,PPL WHO ARE TWO-TIMERS,FLIRTS,BITCH JUST LIKE HER PLS FUCK OFF
WELCOME?, stay & taq.
JUST LIKE HER?, leave.

iNTRO

lonelyemoboi,a.k.a xiaolonely,a.k.a Terence Chng
17 on 13 Jan
"you" are a TWO-TIMER,A FLIRT AND A BITCH!"YOU" KNOW WHO YOU ARE!IF YOU NEED ME TO SAY UR NAME JUST LEAVE A TAG AND FUCK OFF!
sisters and friends pls don learn to be like her!
"If time could be paused,i would pause it when i were enjoying the happiest moments i had with "YOU"!
But now,you left me in pain again and enjoying yourself."
"Cherish what you had now before you lost it!But i lost you before and i learned how to cherish you yet i lost you again
Now i lost you and myself.The hurt you gave me,can never be mended no matter how happy i gonna be in the future.Because you
had left a scar and a 2years long of HAPPY AND SAD memories in MY HEART AND SOUL!"
"A LOVE THAT HURTS AND PAINS ME YET UNFORGETTABLE.THE SMILES WE HAD ON OUR FACES,THE KISSES WE GAVE EACH OTHER,THE WARMTH FROM THE HUGS WE GAVE I CAN NEVER FORGET"
"A FOREVER LOVE I BELIEVED"

LOVES ♥

Brothers and Sisters and maybe "you"

WISHES ♥

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